Spirituali-tea

I am in a weird phase spiritually- (goodness I pray that it’s a phase).

I’m not new to ‘this’- I’m your typical ‘raised in the church’, ‘parents are prayer warriors’ gal. I’ve been through my fair share of slumps, spiritual warfare, questioning my faith, being angry at God phases but this phase is slightly different.

This phase is laid back, numb and empty. I’m not angry at God - we still talk on occasion but not deep, meaningful conversations. I keep making excuses and blaming it on stress from school etc…. but from experience the deeper my conversations with God the lighter my burdens seem. So why am I dragging my feet?

**My relationship with God has almost always been a little different in that I see it a lot as a friendship.